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This State

by The Blue Corner

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I recorded this track in the summer of 2018, originally intended as a demo for my band at the time The Strangers,I recorded it all at home with my grandad's old laptop.
The song is about the first time I was drunk from alcohol and how the experience made me realise why people actually drink/get intoxicated from things as in the past I couldn't understand why because I knew most of it tasted so bad. The lyrics speak about wanting someone such as a partner to create the same feelings of happiness when not intoxicated.

lyrics

When I got to the house I made a conscious decision
Took myself outside, I sat down to listen to
What the others had to say, in so many ways I was there, it was just that day that
I'd had enough, guess I'm not that tough you see when it just ain't working
for me

In this state I could do anything, I want it to last cause it's the only thing that really gets me and takes me away, I want it to last for another day
You could get me into this state, give it a chance, I don't wanna wait
I really need someone to fill the hole, would you do that for me would you cleanse my soul

when I got back down it wasn't as good as before
I can see the appeal now, It poisons my mind and I don't care how
Well the image in my mind I've come to find is ideal, really not that real, yeah
I'm blowing up, you should wish me luck you see, I wanna live life set out for me

In this state I could do anything, I want it to last cause it's the only thing that really gets me and takes me away, I want it to last for another day
You could get me into this state, give it a chance, I don't wanna wait
I really need someone to fill the hole, would you do that for me would you cleanse my soul

I really don't know what to do with myself now
it's been a long time with no gain and I'm feeling down
I have said this all before, I don't think there's much more
That I can elaborate on, been drained of original thought

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released March 27, 2020
written, recorded, mixed/mastered and produced by myself

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The Blue Corner Manchester, UK

The ongoing solo project of Me, currently 19 yrs old. Based in Manchester.

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